March 2011
3 posts
Did my heart love till now, foreswear it sight!...
Cut out my heart and hide it somewhere i will...
The first step to everything is PRETENDING
February 2011
9 posts
Ive been saying lately.
That i need a real best friend….i feel absent of one theses days and it makes things so much harder. I see everyone else with that person they love, and loves them back. I cant truly say i have that someone anymore. I keep saying i need a best friend. But to put it in the real words i mean it, i need someone who knows me. In every aspect of that meaning. I need someone to know me, even when...
My addiction to words will never cease
You need someone to be, someone better than me.
This is for you...
And though i know youll never read this, i’m writing this for you and only you. Anyone else that reads this may think they get it but they dont. Because its me writing this to you and no feeling or person can ever copy this. I am sorry. I hurt you, and that pains me more than anything else. I wish i would have realized that so much sooner than only last night. When i saw you with him,...
Reblog if you didn't find Tumblr through MTV.
People who read most my shit are probably gonna say how emo im beingm, or some crap like that. Well before you do just know that yes, i am depressed. And no i dont care if you think im being whiney, this isnt for you. This is to let me spill out my soul in the form of words. If you dont like it. Fuck you.
These days all i feel like im doing is filling an...
December 2010
6 posts
Heart and love
I have begun to laugh about the concept that love and heart go together at all. Its not your heart the expresses those emotions, that gives you chills when “they” (whoever they may be) touch you, that hurts more than anything when they leave. I actually hate the concept that a heart is related to love, the human heart does not create love! So stop following an idiotic concept! Love...
Amazing quote
Why do you do what you do? Is it to impress those around you? Your family? Your friends? Your lover? Do you do it to make money? To live in a nice house? To buy things that can’t be scratched? Or do you do it because you love it. Because it lets you finish each day with a smile on your face and a thought in your mind. “Today I did the best I could do. Not because I had to. Because I...
Is it worth it....
To fall in love right now. Im not about to, i dont even have anyone im thinking it could ever even happy. I just want to know in case i do meet someone. Is it worth it to fall in love when i will be leaving at the end of my next summer. Can something like that really work? Or is it just a fairytale? Is it better to love and get hurt, then to never love at all? Even cliche lines like that, i have...
My addiction.
I realized im addicted to words. That sentence some may look at as weird or nerdy, but i really am addicted to words. Think about it, truly, what a word is and what it creates. All the letters to choose from, a certain number is picked and put together to create a word. Kinda like a puzzle. But then that puzzle is used again as a new puzzle piece, to combine with other words into creating a...
I was made alive the day that true love died.
Amazing lyric by Phil wickham
July 2010
8 posts
Heart break is kinda like Cancer, excpet there is...
You were a dream, then a reality, and now a...
I never sat down and decided to become a story.
I just wanted to tell one.
I never wanted to be thought of as special.
Just human.
I never set out to help people or make them feel better.
I just needed you because I felt alone.
I never wanted any credit for the way you feel.
I just want you to know
Love is like a rose, it holds true beauty within...
-Keith Jenks
People make mistakes.
So why when the person you care about the most, why when they make mistake. You cant forgive them.
No matter what happened, shouldnt they get a second chance like everyone else in your life?
If they made you happy way more than they hurt you. Cant you try and see past it. Try and forgive them?
Or is it just too hard.
From my heart, to my brain, to my arm, to my pen.
People when they first meet me always say I’m different. Different than anyone theyve ever met. That I’m not the typical guy. I used to take it as a compliment. But I’ve realized now, that i am different. In the worst type of way. Anyone that is around me, all that happens is they get hurt. In all my friends lives i’m the root of every problem. I make people think im this...
Havent been on here in forever
April 2010
1 post
I miss being with those people that let me just...
February 2010
8 posts
MAX
hey remember the old times? When me and you could talk about life and pain and just everything. When we helped each other with girls and parents and just all the crappy stuff. But we always laughed, we always had a good time because i dont know i always looked at you like a brother. Gosh i rememeber the very first time i met you, me you and kaysie over at Yorba reginal park and we just prayed for...
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I dont know what to do. i just dont and all i want to do is cry. I feel like i have nothing to help me or anyone to give me the right answer. is there a right answer?
im going to hurt you. i dont know what the outcome is but i know in the midst of it youll be hurt. youll cry, right in front of me youll cry and i dont know if i can take that. I dont know if i can take the fact that i made you cry....
new tumblr page im doing.
froommeetoyou.tumblr.com
To you...
i hold you so tight this moment, because im scared that one day i wont get to.
From me
BIRTHDAYS ONLY MATTER FROM FEBRUARY 20th TO MARCH...
dontitfeellikesunshine:
(via rexbmental) march 17th, im safe :)
damn missed it by four days. o well
I miss the me I used to be.
loveyourchaos:
(via glasscoffin)
finally im ungrounded!!
January 2010
25 posts
Do what you love and fuck the rest.
they way im gonna live from now on
Something one of my characters say
” you know i was about to. you know “kill myself”. but then i just realized that its too easy. yea…its justto fucking easy. I mean think about life. no, really start thinking about it. life fucking sucks. i mean sure you may look at some people and say “wow they have a great fucking life.” but in reality theyprobably have a more crappy one than you. You see...
Happiness is her smile
Happiness is a finished story, your wrote
I want to give you more than a love song
I miss friends.
Christianity
if you shove down peoples throats all their gonna do is throw it back up
love is like a rose, it holds pure beauty within itself, but to have it in your grasp you must feel the pain of its thorns. And its up to you if its worth it or not
You know why most you people have a hard time with girls. you dont treat them how they are. How each one is a different work of masterpeice and their love is something that you shouldnt even believe exsisted. If you treat them as the most precious thing in the enitre world, as something more beautiful than anything youve ever seen. Then it will be far better than you can even believe and you will...
He is alone. Just like he always has been. If you look at him, watch him, you may think to yourself this boy needs help, guidance, love, friendship, whatever you may think. But if you actually took the time to know him all he would say to you is “Fuck off please.” He wouldn’t even say that in an angry tone or anything just simply say those words with little emotion at all. He loves to sit in that...