I do not write to have fun or because i am talented i write to survive. As im trapped in this world of living a life others want me to live, the only time i can create a life worth living.
call me a loser, call me a nerd, call me a writer,
but what i am is
just a person.

22nd December 2010

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Is it worth it….

To fall in love right now. Im not about to, i dont even have anyone im thinking it could ever even happy. I just want to know in case i do meet someone. Is it worth it to fall in love when i will be leaving at the end of my next summer. Can something like that really work? Or is it just a fairytale? Is it better to love and get hurt, then to never love at all? Even cliche lines like that, i have to think about and truly question. Should i really just wait till north carolina to fall in love. Or should i just let it happen when or if it happens? Take the chance and decide with whoever she may be. Who knows if ill even deal with a problem like that. I simply want to be prepared. Prepared for when im leaving, and what ill be leaving behind.