I do not write to have fun or because i am talented i write to survive. As im trapped in this world of living a life others want me to live, the only time i can create a life worth living.
call me a loser, call me a nerd, call me a writer,
but what i am is
just a person.

9th July 2010

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People when they first meet me always say I’m different. Different than anyone theyve ever met. That I’m not the typical guy. I used to take it as a compliment. But I’ve realized now, that i am different. In the worst type of way. Anyone that is around me, all that happens is they get hurt. In all my friends lives i’m the root of every problem. I make people think im this amazing guy and then i mess up. And i hurt them.

I made you cry. I wish i could take it back. But now I’ve lost you. And it seems liek there is nothing i can do. Cause from now on she will always be the girl that got away. And the best friend i ruined everything with.

I want to stop being different. Maybe I’ll hurt less people.